The Other Side of Me.

I’ve been thinking hard about things that I NEED TO DO before I face the Devil.

**Yes, not thinking hard about how to study for exams, or when do I start studying for exams. Simply because I don’t have the desire to enter U. It’s all $$$ baby. If you don’t have it, forget it. Yes, my dear friends (my Lovely Roses especially), in case you don’t know, I’ve changed. A FREAKING LOT. I’m no longer that girl who loves studying, loves reading geography and history textbooks, who is always the goody-goody kind in school, never think about skipping class. Cos ever since my 3rd year in poly, I’ve done a lot of this “cabut” class business. Heck, my attendance for QM even reach 88%. Woah…

But then, I’m still the same old girl who LOVES sleeping, cursing at people who do me wrong and yet, never apologize. Huhu. Guess bad habits are hard to go away huh.

I’ve never thought of myself as being wild. And you know how people always change? Like those “kuai” type in the past suddenly become so super out of control when they grow? I never thought of becoming like that. Heck, it’s impossible for me to think I’ll become like that one day. But then, I’m so afraid I’ll become like that. Signs of changing are showing. It’s becoming worse. Just let me graduate please, so this thing will stop happening. Been cursing teachers and the people around me, which is becoming more and more of a habit everyday. DAMN. What’s happening to me??!!

Let’s just say, a few people have totally messed me up. They think they’re “jjang” eh? Eat shit lah. You’re nothing but a bunch of “napun saram”. What? You’re my “chingu” ah? WTF. Go to hell lah. If you realised you’ve made a mistake, that’s good. Just think about those freaking things you’ve done and those freaking words you said.

Oh yeah, baby. I’m only good at this. Talking behind other people’s back. I can’t confront you face to face. But I’m gonna reveal something now. When I hate someone, I’ll just curse the person to death.

However, I must be a freaking “babo”. Cause whenever you smile at me or just say “Hi”, this freaking idiot would be all nice and reply you. Smile back at you, say “Hi” to you and after that I’ll ask myself “What the hell? Why you suddenly so nice to me?”. But from what I can see, when you’re in a group, hanging around with people who are too similar as you, you’ll tend to lose. Get what I mean?

Haiz. I’ve been keeping this shit all inside of me. Someday, I’ll let everything go. I’ll forget everything. But then, I’m not a person who forgets the bad stuff. Instead, I forget all the good stuff. Huhu. Too bad eh?

I’ll let you guys in on a lil’ secret. In secondary school, I’m known among friends for having a freaking hot temper. I thought this stupid habit of mine is slowly subsiding but hello, in 3rd year, it gets worse. I’ll tell you what not to do when I’m having this stupid temper.

Oh, how would you know if I have a temper? Easy. My face would so totally turn sour. I don’t really talk to anyone. When I walk, I’ll just keep banging into things. Lastly, if I’m hanging with a group, and something pisses me off, I’ll just walk off from that group.

So what should you do in order not to aggravate me more? Simple.

The most IMPORTANT thing: NEVER ask me what’s wrong. I get super pissed off when someone ask me that.

Next, I’m a freaking senstitive person. For example, if you say something like “You so fat” and i get angry suddenly, don’t ever try to “console” me by saying something like “I say something like that only. Need to get anrgy with that meh?”. FACT: I’m not angry with the fact that you called me fat but rather something else make me angry. So if you were to “console” me with that kind of sentence, I’ll get so freaking angry, that I may shout out loud or worse, KILL you on the spot.

Third, DON’T EVER ask me to cool down. Usually, I’m only angry for a short period of time cos if you were to say something that will make me smile, I’ll smile and laugh even. And immediately those fucking angers will be gone.

Basically, that’s what you should do if you see me in “angry mode” or in a “bad mood”.

 

On a brighter note…

Projects are like freaking done. Left with 2 ICAs, presentation only lah.

Wednesday really cheered me up. Sorry Muthan I had to cut you presentation and sorry to my dear Wonder Girls as well for speaking too fast cos we really lack time. Huhu.

Wednesday cheered me up cos well, projects are over. Mainly because of “Jjang”. 

“Jjang” is only a word. So what if you’re the “jjang” of all? Sometimes, you can’t identify yourselves as being “Jjang” cos it doesn’t realy reflect that in terms of your attitude.

Huhu. “Jjang” eh. Eat shit lah.

Dear Wonder Girls,

When are we going out to eat? And go shopping for UHG’s IPP clothes? Can we do it before exams? Cos I wanna be relaxed before I faced the Devil. Please do reply me. Thank you so much. Hey Leader La, maybe you can organized? Huhu.

Yours sincerely,

B2.

The End of TORTURE

Haha.. Well, basically, it means that projects are so totally done!! Huhu!! Yeah baby.. Huhu..

*Liyana has gone nuts. Officially.

Huh. Whatever it is, IB’s ICA4 is like a huge one. Seriously. My group spend like oh-so-many days working till morning to finish this project. Haha. Ok, usually it’s Stella.

**Sorry lah..

Niwaes, I was till 6am ytd doing IB (my part). I have class today at 9am actually and I slept at 6am, which means I have only 1hr and 15 mins to sleep and get some rest. Huhu. In the end, I didn’t go for class. Yeah!!Shit lah, I’ve been missing too many classes already. I won’t be surprised if I fail my exams. **Touch Wood**..

Yeah, so why didn’t I do it during the day? Well, cos I can’t work during the day. My brain does not function well (not like it actually functions very well) in the day. All i can think of is to sleep. Without sleep, I’ll be so damn lazy and tired and cranky at times. (OK, most of the time. Happy??!!) So yes, I can only work at night. Damn, I’ll be perfect for a night guard. (you know those security guard on duty @ night. Yea, i call them night guard). Huhu.

Niwaes, dun really have much to write. I’m writing cos I’m waiting for the finalised IB project and also for slide allocation and to rehearse. Huhu.

Yeah.

Oh yah, does anyone has a Cyworld account? Tell me!! And we’ll be friends on Cyworld!! Huhu.

OCK, Cheers and B&J’s

Haha. Lame title, i know. But because Cindy’s group presented on OCK for their Pur Pro ICA, suddenly, i got craving to eat those prawns that i’ve been eating since yr 1. Haha. Then, Stella and Eleanor keep egging me to try their currypuff, which they claim is nicer than the one that I usually eat in school. Haha.

So, when we reached Toa Payoh, Eleanor & I went to buy OCK. EL say they’re known for thier curry puff. I say I don’t know. I only eat their beaded prawns. Huhu. So in the end, I bought the prawns n 1 curry puff. When i first bite it, it was so nice. So soft, but too much filling. I was eating happily then I saw something yellowish. EGG!! eew. So, since I was sitting at the back and no one can see me, I took out the egg. Lucky there’s only a pinchful. Hehe. Then I throw it inside the OCK plastic bag. So, I continued eating. Eating and eating and munching away happily since no one can see the mess I made when I eat. THEN, this chinese guy board the bus and sat behind me. But on the opposite side. I was like “Ugh. Now, i have to eat properly”. So i brush off all those tiny pieces of food that was scattering around me; on my pants, seats and blouse. And continued eating while facing the window, so that the guy cannot see me. Then, I saw it again. EGG. I thought “What the heck. It’s just another pinchful, just swallow it lah since I can’t take it out because that guy will see me”. So I bite the currypuff.. I SO MADE A HUGE MISTAKE CAN!!! It’s like they put the whole egg inside the curry puff lah. I could taste it in my mouth. THE EGG!! EEWWW… I forced myself to swallow the thing cos I can’t possibly spit it out. YUCKS. I’m so not gonna but the currypuff there anymore. Thanks Eleanor, for not telling me there’s egg inside the curry puff. Huhu.

I’m having a bad luck with food can. That day I bought fishballs from Cheers (school) for lunch. For the first time, I bought 2 sticks instead of 1 cos I was feeling super hungry. The first fishball that I ate taste the same, like what i normally eat. Then B1 complain hers was too soft. So i was like, “Really ah? Mine nothing leh” so i continued eating loh. Then i offer her 1 of my fishballs to try cos mine taste ‘normal’. After she ate it, she was like “Eeyer. Same leh”. I didn’t believe her so I took a bite from the one she was eating. SHE WAS RIGHT. But then, clever me, go take a new fishball and eat. The first bite taste normal lah. Then, i put the reaiming fishball i was eatng inside my mouth. IT WAS SUPER SOFT AND MUSHY CAN. IT TASTE WEIRD ALSO. I so wanna spit it out but we were at Koufu and there’s like a lot pf people lah. SO i force myself, once again. I’m so gonna get food poisoning if this keeps up.

By the way, I MUST mention that this week, I’m super irritated with the drivers of the Bus No. 8 service lah. Especially those working in the afternoon shift. They don’t know how to drive ah?? Jerk here, jerk there. I got super giddy lah. UGH.

And, B&J’s is what we did for our purchasing procurement ICA today. YAY!! Mr Ng got say some nice things about us. huhu. Sorry teach, I mark u down ald leh. Haha. When I did the ppt, i want it to attract attention. haha. It did, i guess? Cos ppl say our ppt very cute. Huhu. Sorry ya. A bit of arrogance moment here. As you know, I don’t really get compliments often for anything so ya, this is like once in a blue moon. huhu. BUT, because of this, Stella decided that B1 & B2 shall handle all the ppt for projects. Huhu. Liyana so clever, make it cute2. Haha. jkjk. I’m ok with doing ppt. Huhu. Took some pics after presentation today. As usual, i stole it from cute B1.

**Kwon Sang Woo’s getting married to Son Tae Yang. Not really a fan of both. But i didn’t even imagine the 2 of them being together lah.

Projects, projects & more projects

Ugh.. Due to a certain group of people, I’m feeling oh-so-stressed. I was working on 2 projects yesterday: from 9pm to 7am. Muahas. Then, went to sleep but I woke up at 11am cos I was feeling super hungry and, I need to go to the loo. Wanted to continue with my projects after I’ve had finished eating but it was too early. In the end, I was just using the computer, surfing for videos of my favourite “Wonder Girls” (as usual) and eventually, slept from 7pm to 9pm (today). As my dearest friends know, I can’t work during the day. That is why I start doing all my work at night time. Hehe. I must have been an owl in my previous life.

Niwaes, before the start of the new semester, there were talks about “competition” in my class. I don’t really understand why some people thought that way because I’ve always been with one of them them (‘competition’ person) so I don’t really see anything much. But, yesterday, I finally saw it. I mean, I think I could have noticed in the the beginning of the ‘chaos’ but yesterday, I received a direct hit. Thank you oh-so-much to the ‘kind-hearted’ person who “gave me the direct hit” of competitiveness. I don’t what’s the big deal about using the same thing lah but the person asked me to change it because they are also using that thing in their project. I mean, like hello, aren’t we supposed to work together? Oh wait, just my team have to work with every other team in the class. Sorry to have “force” you to work with us.

Mianhamnida.

Btw, this thing that I’m gonna typer right now is so out of topic lah compared to what I’ve typed earlier.

Sweet Girl once sent us an e-mail and referred us as her “dear wonder girls” and both B1 & B2, naturally thinking alike, thought of “Wonder Girls” – the K-Pop group that we like oh-so-much.

Just to set things straight, I’ll be the rapper k. Kim Yoo Bin unnie. Cos I love her. I don’t care even if it means calling me the oldest when I’m actually the youngest amongst 5 of us.

Then of course, cute people has to be cute right? So, B1 will be Mandu Sohee. Huhus.

And leaders just has to be leaders so Sweet Girl will have to be Min Jookie, Sun Ye.

And seeing how Kind Girl is slightly skinnier than Rich, Untidy Hair Girl, Kind Girl has to be the 4-D Sun Mi then.

Oh and it’s just because Park Oppa, Ye Eun is the smartest amongst WG, so Rich, Untidy Hair Girl will be her. Since she is the smartest amongst the 5 of us.

What the heck, she spent one semester in Finland and when she came back, have to sit for tests but still get high marks. Ishk. I thinkg she secretly studied while in Finland. No wonder became so smart. Hmph!

Hehe. Sorry ah Rich Girl.. But then again, you don’t really read my blog so it’s ok.

Only B1 & B2 shall know. While “Hubby&Wife” will be kept in the dark. Muahahas.

**Sorry, I’m stressed. This is what I do.

Long day in School

Thursday is definitely a superdy duperdy long day. Cos of him. The person we has to look at for 3 hours!! Haiz.. And today, he keep “pressurizing” me to give him answers. Haiz.

Anyways, during his lecture, I don’t really listen lah. And during the next lecture also. By the way, took some photos in the LT. Here it is. Our B1 & B2 love… Hahahahahahaha.

Panda slippers!! B1 really2 loves Pandas so when I saw this slippers, I thought of her and bought it!! Then, she ask me to buy it for her also. Haha. Besides, the Pandas on the slippers look so cute larh.

Muthan’s Birthday Celebration (Belated)

Woah. Finally, we went out yesterday to celebrate Muthan’s birthday. Though it was like a belated celebration (we’re late by a week i guess) but it was super fun. As usual, I don’t know my way around the place so I just follow them (like a lost puppy). Muahaha. Initial plans to go to Arab Street and Seoul Garden was cancelled. Instead, we went to Manhattan Fish Market @ The Central (woah..how i know?? Thanks to B1. Muahakz). Yup, my first time gg there. Spent almost 12 bucks just on Fish&Chips but it was worth it lah. Especially since I’m like a freaking fussy eater. And, as usual, when I ordered, I tell them I did not want to my F&C to have any vegetables or coleslaw so they only serve me fries and fish. Hehe. It was sooooo good!!! It taste exaclty like the F&C that I love oh-so-much @ Genting Hotel (room service). But the last time I went there (genting hotel), they no longer have my F&C so I was really like craving for it. Muahaha. Niwaes, after eating, we walk arnd the place and eventually ended up at Starbucks where Muthan treat rich girl, sweet girl and cute B1 to drinks and I was left out.

Haha. Cos I don’t really drink the drinks there. Muahas. Then, sweet girl was saying “she felt bad cos Liyana is not accepting Muthan’s treat so it makes them look like the bad guys”.. haha. Stella, you think I didn’t know is it?? You don’t think that way. In fact, you enjoyed it soo much… Haha. Jkjk. Anyways, I was doing Muthan a favour loh. I helped her saver her $$$. Hehe.. Tooki freaking lot of pics. But unfortunately, B1 & B2 never really take pics wif either Sweet Girl or Rich Girl. We did took individual photos with Kind Girl. But most of the time, B1 & B2 took pics together and Sweet & Rich Girl together. They’re called themselves “Hubby&Wife”. Hmph!! and cute2 B1 was like “Of course Stella is the wife”, which leaves Rich Girl as no choice but to be the “Hubby”. Poor Eleanor… Haha..

We then decided to head to Cathay to watch movie. Kinda a last minute plan. Some people wanted to watch “Wanted” but B1 & B2, being super alike, don’t really like Angie Jolie so we decided against it. Muahah. Watched “Hancock”. Of course, I didn’t get to choose the movie cos KH called me and complaint about his “Airport Trip” so I was @ one side talking to him on the phone, while the other go and buy tix. But it was a super fun & nice movie. You guys co watch it!!

Below are the pix i “stole” from my cute B1. I’m gonna put it in thumbnail size in order to save space.